It is 11.15 pm in the uk i have just had my 15th bm of the day and am now going to try and go to bed and sleep which at the momemt is a joke i have had a large glass of wine and a zopiclone which i do not do as a rule in vain hope of getting a few hours i have also put the fan on as i am just so hot all the time i just feel like im on a roller coaster and am heading down fast this flare seems to have come from nowhere i am seeing GI on sept 2 and he want to talk about
6mp which before i thought no but now am not so sure i think what i am trying to say is i just feel so out of control and does anyone else feel the same i have done nothing differant and not changed my diet it is school holidays but they have not been bad i just dont understand what brought this on .
stopped pred about 7 weeks ago maybe it had not completly cleared as is now back wih vengance i hope not.
just needed a little rant i hate hos u/c is just so unpredictable at alwsy seems to be laughing at you just when you sre almost there bam and your back again .
sorry for the long post but just writting it down makes me feel a bit better just make sure i have enough tp
am ment to be getting my hair done tomorrow only with the help of imodium i think more drugs
goiing all those times does not seem to shift the pred weight though just my luck sorry for the big moan just feel very down
maybe just trying to do to much and just give in to being poorly and not keep pretending that going to the toilet 15+ times a day is ok just thanks for being here and helping throw good and bad times everyone