Well.. I am SOOO Bummed tonight.... have been tapering down on the Prednisone, and got down to 15mg... then a few days later, I noticed a bit of blood on the tissue one morning.. I called my GI and he told me to go back up to 20mg for 10 days, which I did 3 days ago... Well, tonight I did a poopie and the blood is back.... Not in the toilet water, but a lot on the tissue.. ANd, I have been feeling under the weather for the last couple of days, which is now all explained by the blood.. SO... My next step is to call my GI tomorrow.. He's probably going to want to put me on either 6MP or Imuran... I did research on both drugs and they are scary to me!!! I don't know if I want to go that route, but he said I have to try those drugs first before putting me on something like Remicade.... Which I don't know if I want to go THAT route either...
I feel scared to death at this point.. I'm considering just having the surgery and being done with it.. So I have a colostomy bag.. At least I'd be cured and not having to pump chemicals into my body to feel somewhat normal, some of the time... Any feedback is appreciated.. I feel so depressed right now.... !!!!!!