OK, so I was dx'd about
six yrs ago w/crohn's colitis which turns out to be UC. Fought this vile creature off with a combination of Asacol on both ends (I ride the white tiger!), a gluten-free and dairy-free diet, numerous vits and supplements (probiotics, robert's formula, querceten, etc) and mean-spirited stubbornness.
Sadly, this combo appears to have "pooped-out" (there, I said it!) about 18 months ago. At that time I became rather lax as regards my diet and within a few months was back in a flare. At the time I wanted to kick myself for my poor dietary discipline, however I have since then wondered if the Asacol simply is no longer effective for me. In any case, I have been basically flaring (bleeding, increased frequency, cramping) since that time with periodic breaks resulting from 2 rounds of steroids (pred and ento).
In early Dec 09, I was gifted with the stomach flu and that seems to have kicked me back into the flare. I have tightened my diet, dramatically increased my intake of Slippery Elm and probiotics. Within a week I could see some significant improvement (bleeding seemed to stop, frequency decreased). However, I have found that I am still bleeding periodically and cramping, especially during or right after meals.
So, I'm thinking this might be it. I have wanted to avoid immuno modulators and have been successful up until now. Butt, (that's right...."butt") my doc (whom I trust) (mostly) wants to put me on Azathioprine. At this point, a big part of me just wants to say, "why not, just take the pills, get monitored, drop the diet (unless a specific food causes me clear trouble) and live as normal a life as I can." But then there's this other part of me that says, "Oh yeah, if you go on that stuff, you'll grow to be 19-feet tall, develop a tail, have a long, curly tongue, grow hooves, develop spots, cultivate severe halitosis and...oh yeah, get cancer.
Sure, I know the first part of this sounds like I'm afraid that I'll become a giraffe, and maybe that's not too realistic, but that skin cancer and lymphoma bit is very sticky for me.
Can anyone tell me that they have had good long term experiences and did not turn into a giraffe while on this medication?
I am very sincere about my concerns.
Thanks.