Life's crap it's all about the depth your in it

Hi

Well i'm just going to vent, out of hospital on 18/01 after first flare up in 22 years and on top of that i had C Dif as well. Since coming home i haven't left my flat i am basically a toilet hermit! God bless Andrex moist wipes and all that use them lol

I find myself trapped within 4 walls too scared to even visit the doctors because i'm scared i will crap myself or worse someone might see.

My groceries are now being delivered and i speak to no one for hours at a time i might just ring the spweaking clock just to hear someone else.

Well that's me venting thanks for listening

Thanks for your response am on asacol suppositeries (making me sick so stopped them), colifoam,omeoprozole tht's all i don't want to take any more i hate taking paracetamol just want it to stop.

Poor thing. I hope you see some improvement soon. When I was feeling really bad a few weeks ago, I had to go to work!! I have to share the toilet with this one guy too and it was pretty embarrassing having to show my face after a few of the sounds that came out of that bathroom.

Hi Loopy,

I am so sorry for how you feel right now.  I completely understand.  My symptoms are/have been pretty severe (full toilet of blood and mucous 10/day), but when I was diagnosed with c-diff it was completely unbearable - the pain, the D, the dehydration, the anemia... it was hard to find the strength even to sit up in bed, let alone have a hopeful attitude.

I insisted on getting my stool checked for the next month because I heard that the spores are not killed by the antibiotics.  Please keep an eye on that too.  Oh, by the way, at the same time I had flaring UC, and C-diff, I also had Camphylobacto (sp?).  Our flora is all off, so we are susceptible.  After megadosing on probiotics for 3 weeks, my stool still showed ZERO bifidus in my stool. 

Lots of people on this site recommend VSL#3.  I haven't tried it yet, but I plan on it soon.

Be gentle with yourself and I hope you start feeling better soon.