I was on asacol and colofoamin the beginning, when I was first diagnosed, . Now, I took those until I felt well. Im not exagerating the fact that I have recieved absolutely no help at all, no information on how to manage my disease. No education, everything Ive learned about
it is from my own research online as well as from books and such. The gp's and gastro's I had up to now, in manchester uk, were NO help, in my case anyway.
Now, I had this most recent flare up, (I had a few previously which I managed on my own) which was particularly nasty. I went to a new gp (I had given up on them helping me or taking me seriously, as they had never inspired confidence) this last time and I just cried bc she actually listened to me, asked me questions. She gave me prednisolone and referred me to the local gastro department. I had my appointment last monday. Ive been referred to have a colonoscopy, where previously I had only a sigmoidoscopy and some x-rays. This was even after an emergency hospital stay about
2 years after being diagnosed.
Asacol wasnt so bad, it was fine, so was the colofoam, the problem was that I was still suffering
other symptoms apart from the bleeding (which the colofoam and asacol had cleared up). I was on those for months, the rectal bleeding was under control, but I was still suffering bloating, crazy cramping and such, feeling tired etc. So, with no support, I thought the asacol and colofoam was either not working completely or there was something else going on. Which I did tell my gastro dr's (I had never seen the same one), they did some x-rays, and the guy who didnt even see me, told me thru a trainee consultant that I must just have ibs as well. I kind of gave up on them at this point.
The prednisolone... I was given them for the first time early may this year. A low dose (20mg a day), but the side effects were pretty bad, maybe Im a wimp. I had pain in my legs, arms, neck, shoulders, hips etc. Also, I had night sweats, dont even know if thats normal, could tolerate that. I had some pretty nasty mood swings, however, emotional issues, and my period came early. Now, I could possibly manage that, however, I had been on antidepressants for two years about
18 months ago. It took me about
a year to get back to normal after coming off those and I just cant handle the emotional side effects at the moment. I just spoke to a gp on the phone who's prescribed me predfoam. I told him all of this and he is happy to try that for the time being. Im still waiting for a colonscopy and I dont know how long it will take to get that done. But, for the first time in about
6 years Im hopeful that Im going to get the support and help, medication I need. Ive learned more from you guys here in the few days Ive been here then I did in the five years in the nhs service in manchester. Thank God we moved half way across the country. I just want to cry with relief!
So... its not just the meds Ive not been happy with taking. I dont trust the drs to understand whats going on in my body to know how to medicate me! When I was with this last gp she was looking thru my notes and she said 'They did say you could come back for advice or ring, its here in your notes, they didnt leave you in the lurch completley.' But they did. That almost made me run away! But she said enough and did enough to get the ball rolling again. I honestly didnt know this could be so bad. I did not know it could spread. Im hoping it hasnt in the five years since my last sigmoidoscopy. The other thing is that if I dont understand what is actually supposed to happen with a certain med, if I dont know how long I should be taking it, how its supposed to help and I stop bc I think Im getting better or bc the side effects are a) too much to handle, or b) sometimes mimicking the illness itself, I cant always tell if they are helping... Part of the problem there is that the dr's, gps, gastro's werent asking me the right questions... until this new one. *I* didnt know what I was supposed to be looking for! The gastroenterologist... really should, kind of atleast, shouldnt they?!
Ive just been as frustrated with the treatment, meds Ive recieved, as I have been with the illness itself. Maybe Im a rare case, I hope I am. I hope other people get the proper treatment! Maybe I wasnt a bad enough case to deal with, they had other pressing cases to deal with, thats the impression I was given.
Thank you guys for really helping me out. For responding, I cant tell you how helpful you've been! Im being treated like a new case but Ive had this for over five years now. I know the ropes, I know now by trial and error what to expect from my disease. It only hit me with this last gastro consultation (before I started posting here) that this IS an illness that could get worse. The gastro mentioned surgery and thats when it just sunk in. Then come here and you guys kind of confirm that possibility. Im not scared, I feel now like Im finally armed with some proper information. When I said I was panicking... I guess at first I was a bit down about
it, but for me, knowing how to manage the illness and, like you said, get on with life... Im all good, thats great! I just needed some proper support, education, information. ya know.
Thanks again!
genifer
Post Edited (SoIGotIBD) : 6/8/2010 3:16:20 AM (GMT-6)