Not feeling good at all!

I'm sitting here...I have to go to the bathroom so bad....I'm trying everything in my power not to. I no this is not good..But, I feel pain already. Last night I had to go. All that came was blood, not alot of blood. But lots more than a normal day, when it's easier to go. I'm thinking its not from the hemrhoids. I started using the medicine the Dr gave me. They have shrunk. But of course, came back as soon as I tried going to the bathroom. I feel pain inside, not on the outside tho. I gave up, cuz i was hurting & the blood just scares me.

I don't even no if this is what I have. But I don't have anyone else to talk to about the situation I'm going thru. Feb 3rd can't come fast enough. I wana talk to this GI Dr. and get some answers. I just can't take it anymore.

Quincy- dr gave me some hydrocortisone cream to shrink them. And the Dr. is sending me to GI Dr. to set up a colonoscopy to check for UC.

I hope you are feeling better.  I think all of us have been through that scary feeling of wondering what is wrong with us.  Are you getting a colonoscopy on the 3rd?  You will soon have answers and the proper treatment.  In the meantime, please try to enjoy your favorite things.  If you love a certain song play it again and again or watch your fave dvds.  I pray you will be better soon  :)

God bless!