So, short bio, diagnosed w/ UC 2005, only a couple of very minor flares that were handled w/ a few days of canasa supps. Until this past year. I think I've been mildly flaring since last Dec. Had a bout w/ diverticulitis April 2011 and did two rounds cipro/flagyl. Started VSL#3 and had several months of the most normal bm's I've had maybe ever. Always been on generic Colazal and it's been fine. Original diagnosis up/uc just left sided. I think the UP is the bigger issue.
Right now, seeing a little blood and mucus, but the urgency is less. BUT-now having cramps and rectal discomfort, thinking it's time for a bm, and then not a lot happens. This will happen a few times and then eventually I'll have a fairly formed bm. Even thought the urgency is actually less, the feeling will "pass", I'm starting to worry about my long commute and I"m going to put together an "emergency" bag w/ those just in case sorts of things in the event of an accident. I'm not going loads and loads nor is it really diarrhea, so I realize that it's not nearly at a level of severity that it could be.
I'm on generic colazal x 12 (the max dose from my doc) and canasa supps once every night. Yet I still feel like I'm flaring or maybe heading into a worse flare. What would be next? My GI doesn't want to do oral steroids but mentioned once that rectal he would consider. Would that be next? I think there's a problem w/ steroids if you've had diverticulitis? I don't know. I have an appt. with him 11/8, so I hope he'll be able to help me come up w/ a plan that gets this under control before it's out of control. It seemed to get worse so suddenly as I'd been doing pretty well.
The thing is---I know it's at least in part stress. My husband was laid off 15 months ago. We're eeking by on my salary as a teacher and his freelance work and our savings. But it worries me and NOW I'm worried that I could get so sick that I can't work, which would be a nightmare. I know I shouldn't be borrowing trouble and worry from the future, but I can't help it.
I don't even know what I'm hoping to accomplish w/ this post, maybe just a vent to people who understand.
Chinamom