Pain

So I noticed the biggest issue most people are talking about is urgency. For me, its the pain in my lower abdomen. Yes there is urgency and can certainly sit in the bathroom for an hour at times...but for me, I guess that's not too disruptive. It will be mortifying when it happens at a clients house, but when its done its done I suppose. I think I'm not as bad off with the "going" as others...at the height is 12 times a day...now that I'm not really eating....maybe 7?

The hard part for me is the pain...maybe I'm a wuss. I've always been very sensitive...when I was sick as a small child I couldn't sleep because it was so uncomfortable, and PMS left me in bed crying on Naproxen.

So I'm now trying to figure this out. I have hydrocodone, but who knows how long they will give it to me, and it just dulls the pain. I can't focus...tried doing some work at home things I need done, took an hour to do a one page document.

I'm doing abdominal breathing and hypnosis....but it puts me to sleep lol!

Any tips on getting that focus around the pain...?