scared of progression!!!!

about two months ago i started taking mesalazine supposatories (presdipodine) i think anyway this last month ive had cramping, loud gurlgy bubbles in my lower stomach which are so embarressing!! - i mean loud -they sound like im farting but its internal and i have no control over it ...and now ive had 2 accidents where my bowels have decided to open themselves up to leak on me...luckily it was after my last class at uni when i was alone and fairly close to a toilet and tonight while i was at the dinner table, thankfully alone! i never had any symptoms before only the bleeding when i had a bm. no pain and no crammps and no gurgling and NO LEAKING ACCIDENTS!!! every time i go to the toilet now im farting out what looks like sand (im pretty sure its the remenance of the suppository from the night before) thats whats leaking out of me too. its not an actual movement, its the meds run off. im so embarressed!!! im a 24 year old girl, i should have full control over my body!!! i dont want to have accidents when im out with friends, or at dinner or when my bf tickles me....this medication is suposed to be helping me...yeah the bleedings stopped but these side effects are worse than the bleeding...i didnt want to take it again tonight, but i know i have to. i have an appt with my GI in a week, but im so scared to go to work tomorrow incase i leak again. this is so scary!!! i dont know what to do. i need help!!! when i talk to a parent they just pitty me, i cant tell my bf its too gross!!! i just need help, how do i get control of my bowels when im pretty sure the meds are making them worse?

Misscass, if you are having accidents then you need to speak to your GI about it when you see him/her within a few weeks. That's a sign that you have untreated uc inflammation. You need to mix your medications around, perhaps increase dosages, or add something new to get it under control.

You should be getting oral meds on top of suppositories.

it sounds like you disease has progressed. it is not clear that the noise and gas is a med side effect. Unless you were very allergic, a suppository is not likely to have much effect that far in.

is it a mesalamine suppository or a steroid suppository - the name sort of sounds like prednisone steroid.

trying to discover and eliminate trigger foods is a good idea. there are also a few nutritional steps that make sense like eating oat-bran to promote butyrate fermentation (good for mucosal healing).

You need to be scoped to see how much inflammation and/or ulceration there is and what parts of the colon it is in.