Feeling low today.

I was supposed to start my new job on Monday but I just got notice of an emergency doctor's appointment that is on the same day.

I called the manager to let her know I'd have to miss the orientation and she said she can't hire me because the orientation is very important.

Needless to say I'm feeling very low today. I've been looking for a new job for three months... but this doctor's appointment is very important for me. Maybe it's for the best.

I was able to get this appointment through a friend. Normally it's a six month wait to see a specialist. I would re-schedule if my health were not in a critical state at the moment.