Sorry, guys. Just putting this thought out there. As you can see from a series of questions I've posted here, I'm still finding it hard to accept that I may have this disease. Last night hubby was watching this TV series Forever and they had a flashback of when Tuberculosis was still incurable. That sort of gave me hope that maybe someday UC can be cured as well. Who knows? But how do we know then if it's been cured when we always assume that we are just in remission and that it will come back again someday? Sorry if that question sounds ignorant. I'm not knowledgeable in any medical field so I honestly don't know.
It's probably not a good idea for me to linger on the internet, given that I have severe health anxiety. I'll just read one of your posts and already start thinking that I'm having the same symptoms too. I understand that knowledge is power but I just handle it differently. I've started considering the j-pouch surgery which I've read some of you had done (not sure if this is available in my country. though). I mean that's how I think. Worst case scenario all the time. Gary knew me from the start- self-fulfilling prophecy. :)
I'm just trying to be positive. My whole day is consumed with fears of UC. Today is my son's birthday and I've got to get my act together. He's 8 and I also have a 10-month old girl.
Anyway, here's to wishing there really is a permanent cure.