nobody understands

Hey,
I know you guys are the only ones who do understand. I got off pred and wellbutrin early summer and have been healing through foods and taking care of myself, had plans to get back together with my boyfriend and travel to South America as long as I was feeling better. Last week, he moves here, I go into a flare, I can't control it with my diet, going to go on entocort tomorrow, had to have 3 hrs of iv fluids today. Its just so f-ing frustrating. And everyone is so understanding and great, but they have no idea what it feels like to run to the bathroom all day and night. And I know, why would they? But it just makes me feel so alone. And so emotional. Im constantly crying. This disease is so frustrating.. i'm 30 yrs old, and had it since i was 15. i am so tired.
thanks for listening, thats all
Amy

Hi Amy, welcome to the forum, and I am sorry that your having such a rough time. It is difficult for people to really understand how this illness can effect you, your life, your relationships, your everything!

I take St Johns wort, its a herbal medicine that is widely used for anxiety, depression, tiredness etc, its natural, fast working and just seems to help with mood swings, it may be something you might want to try.

Just curious, are you taking any supplements and probotics?