I have an appointment with my GI next week and I'm trying to decide what to ask for.
I've been fighting UC (left-sided) for a few years and have slowly got worse as the standard treatments have been tried. Started with the standard mesalamines (Asacol, then HD, then added enemas...gave me bad leg cramps and made me feel bad) which never really helped much then not at all really. Prednisone is great for relief but side effects stink. Now on Imuran going on 5 months with no real signs of improvement.
The most relief I've had came from a 6-month run of prednisone, starting at 20mg and holding at 10mg for most of that time. Weaning off of it was miserable. So much so I requested seeing a cardiologist to make sure I wasn't having heart trouble. The pains in my legs and shoulders and feeling of a heavy weight on my chest were terrible. The cardiologist hooked me up to all his whiz-bangs, patted me on the head and told me I was fine, and said to come see him when I have a heart attack.
What improvement I *thought* I saw with the Imuran I think was the lingering effects of the prednisone. The benefits of the prednisone slowly dissipated long after I had stopped taking it. I would say even as much as 3 months after I stopped. So I think I may have mistakenly attributed any relief I had to the Imuran as I've been getting worse over time. As of last week I requested my GI allow me back on a short quick run of prednisone (20mg w/ 5mg steps every 5 days) to ease my symptoms until my next appointment (next week). I've had nausea and a want to vomit every morning while cleaning out the bowels for the day. All of the other non-pharmaceutical stuff that had helped in the past doesn't seem to be helping anymore...(VSL#3, L-Glutamine, Psyllium Seed powder).
After a lot of reading here I think I'm prepared for pretty much anything treatment-wise. I feel like I've even come to grips with surgery and in some ways welcome the relief, although I know that is not the next step in treatment. If other things the GI wants to try don't work I'm not particularly worried about
surgery. I'm in my early 40s, happily married and stable, and even having a bag hooked onto me wouldn't change my life a great deal like it might for younger folks who are more active, or single, or otherwise feel that such a huge change in their body might affect their social and sex lives. My wife and I frequently remind each other that we're "stuck" with each other for the long term no matter what.
I am feeling a bit of pressure to change or advance my treatment at this point as the wife is planning a big trip/cruise in a year with our 5 year old. The whole Disney package...a day at the park then 3 days on the boat. It *should* be fun. I'm terrified that I'm going to ruin this trip with this disease and be stuck in a hotel or boat while they're out having fun. In this line of thinking I sometimes feel like an absentee dad because of parking myself on the toilet so much. All that aside, I have a timeline of a year in which I'm trying to either get in remission or get through surgery to get my life back.
My options as I see them are:
1) Talk about
adding allopurinol to the Imuran.
2) Move on up to Remicade.
3) Ask for a referral to a surgeon.
My questions about
the above options:
1) How long for allopurinol to kick in / How long do I give it before moving onto something else?
2) Same questions for Remicade. How long before I see results? It seems like many see improvement after the first two infusions. What is your experience?
3) Surgery
opens a whole other list of questions I won't ask here. I honestly think, given my failure with the standards of treatment so far, this is where I'm headed. I'm okay with that. Bring on the relief.
I'm
open to LDN but not so sure my GI is. Plus, maybe I'm being a little negative, but the off the wall stuff hasn't helped. I tried nicotine patches before...didn't help. I've tried many of the supplements...didn't really help. I'm glad some of these things have helped people. Honestly, I'm sick of wishing my life away and want to get back to living. That's why surgery doesn't scare me. I just want my life back.
Thanks for reading...and for any responses.
Brent