notsosicklygirl said...
Best of luck to you blksteeda, I know you've been struggling for a while. I can't see living with this forever. It's just too challenging, limiting and unpredictable. Prednisone is the worst too. I can't live taking that, accepting to hate the way I look, feeling insecure, ruining my bones. It's just not worth it.
It's been 15 long years. I've considered myself lucky most of the time as I've always been able to do what I want without limitations from the disease. It's been after my bowel resegment that all the issues have shown up. Without any medication choices, there really are no other options. I'm only 42, can I live the rest of my life with what I'm going through now, I'm thinking no. Sure it comes and goes but the fact is, it still comes back. I've been house ridden now for about
3 months, working form home etc. I can't live my life like this, I need to get control of it back and not have it controlled by UC