Humira

First I will admit I am the worse patient. But after I finally decided to start my Humira shots I had to stop. I only got the first few shots in and then it was a pain trying to get them refilled. So its been a few months and now I am finally going back to the Dr so hopefully they will get them refilled. I am so tired of feeling like crap and I guess I had to admit to myself that the shots are something I need to live somewhat a normal life. it's ok if I don't eat, but well I have to eat. I can not live on water alone. this is all so stressfull and sometimes I just want to cry.

I'd encourage you to take your prescription medications as prescribed by your doctor. Yes, you might be in denial about your ulcerative colitis and it's not something to be taken lightly and ignored. As uc can spread and get more severe as a consequence of our complacency. As far as our quantity of life goes, it's much, much better to be in a solid remission (that is symptom free) rather than live with simmering uc inflammation and it's awful symptoms.