Posted 8/10/2017 10:27 PM (GMT 0)
Apologizing in advance for a lost post, but this is complicated. Around 2010 I started having diverticulitis problems. Around 2014 I went to a GI dr, who I'll call Dr C. He treated me until 2015, when I decided to have a partial colectomy and remove 8 inches of my colon. All was good for the next year and a half, until I suddenly developed UC, so back to Dr. C I went. It took them until my 2nd or 3rd visit to figure out that my insurance had changed and they didn't take it. At the same time, I ended up in the hospital, and he said he didn't care about the insurance, he would go ahead and treat me until I was better and write off the expense. So after the hospital, I was started on Apriso and steroids and did get better.
In the meantime, the medical multi-specialty clinic I go to other drs. finally got a GI doc, and I was so excited because it was Dr. O, who I'd seen twice while he was being trained as a Fellow by my old Dr. C. So I started going to Dr. O and I really like him a lot. But the UC didn't want to stay quiet and I was on steroids most of the rest of the year and into the beginning of this year. Dr. O thought I was on a course to lose my colon so he started me on Entyvio and I think I'm pretty close to remission after 4 infusions.
Now Dr. O is moving out of state, so he referred me to his friend who's a GI in another city fairly close. Well, I get up there and my old Dr. C is also now in the same practice as this new, referred GI. When I mentioned I'd been treated by Dr. C, they immediately decided it'd be better for me to see a dr. who knew my history better, so they switched me over to Dr. C. I guess I should say here that I do really like Dr. C especially after he did so much for me when I was really sick and hospitalized. But when he saw me, he's not happy that I'm on Entyvio "already". Says he can't figure out how I progressed to just being diagnosed, getting better, and then on biologics in a year. I admit, if I had my druthers, I'd druther not be on biologics, and when we were first starting with the infusions, I'd just joined the forum and learned more about butt meds (which hadn't been offered to me). I wondered if maybe we would have been able to control the UC with other methods (I'm a non-metabolizer for the 6mp type drugs, so can't take those). But Dr. O scared me about losing the colon, so we went forward. And Entyvio does seem to be working.
But now Dr. C is all up in arms about it. I think partly he's not trusting a doctor who was his student, if you know what I mean, although he never said that. Now he says we have to have a colonoscopy and solve this "puzzle" of why my UC couldn't get under control without a biologic and then decide if I should stay on Entyvio or not.
Obviously, I am upset. I mean, yes, I'd rather not be on a biologic. Yes, I wish we'd tried nightly butt meds, but Dr. O thought my colon had been through enough already with the diverticulitis issues (and yes, I still have many diverticuli throughout what's left of my colon), the surgery and anastomosis, and then a year of flaring and inflammation. But going off Entyvio scares me. What would happen if I need to go back on it again? Would it not work a second time? I don't think he'll force me to go off it, but truly I don't know what to do. I would like to be off it, but I'm scared I'll just flare again and I really don't want to go back to that hell. But maybe it would be fine? ::wishing for a crystal ball:: Maybe it won't come to all that, I guess we'll see after the colonoscopy, but my health anxiety is sky high right now and it's stressing me out.
Advice or thoughts?