Okay,
so they told me no when I asked today about husband in the room during the scope.
I start the liquid diet tonight for colonoscopy on Wednesday.
They had found a lump in my left side of my neck.....
so they sent me to another doctor - I forget the kind.
He did ultrasounds then did a biopsy with a needle.....
not once, or two times but FOUR times - the last two with a big needle. He said that he was going to give it a hard stab the last time,... they did get some out and the test looked strange.....
so they are sending it for more testing. They also took blood.
I dont know why but tonight I would just like to sit in a corner and cry.
DH is already asleep so is DD only me and the 3 year old up --- he never sleeps.......
I know I have a good life and my UC is doing good- not seeing blood still have D. but dont know if that is due to the cold that I cant seem to shake.
I okay so I am having my own pity party.
Oh and then my mom called on the way to have the dock look at my neck and said there was a program on CNN about Celiac Disease and how people are told that they have UC when it is that.....
I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL.
Okay I am better.