Okay, here it goes..
I stopped completely, and never went back. For the first few weeks, it was nothing but a terrible nightmare trying to get over it and having the worst anxiety I had ever experienced. I had NEVER had anxiety up to that point. Anyway. I went to a doctor, and he said that I needed to start exercising, and how he admired that I was able to get away from all that I was doing.. Anyway, a few weeks later I was vacuuming and suddenly it felt like someone hit me in the chest. It made me gasp for a breath and only lasted for a second. It stunned me, but I shrugged it off. I have been having these for 5 years now. They only used to happen every so often, but now they happen all the time. Sometimes I can have them constantly throughout one day, then not feel them for a week. Then they come back. I went to a cardiologist one month ago, they did a EKG and an Echo, and she said everything looked great. I even wore a holter monitor for a day, but my heart didn't act up during any of these tests, which was somewhat frustrating. But, after my best friend passed last year at a young age of 26 from a heart attack, I have been EXTREMELY paranoid with thoughts of dying, anxiety and panic. I have been trying to deal with it, I was even put on Xanax temporarily, but I hate taking pills because I don't want to just cover up my problems, you know? Anyway, as I was saying.. I have been having these PVC's, and my Cardiologist checked me for Mitral Valve Prolapse since that is what my mother has, and she said everything is fine... Should I still be worried about
these things because I get them so often? And it isnt just when I am stressed, they can happen at ANY time. I can be sitting on the couch, reading, driving, standing around, anything and they will happen.. It feels like my heart stops for a second and I have to catch my breath. Please tell me I am just worrying myself too much and I need to find a way to calm down.. I really dont want to keep running back for more tests, and I dont want people to think I am crazy, either.
Edit: I am sorry but we are not allowed to talk about illegal drug use in the forum.
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 2/21/2012 12:10:59 PM (GMT-7)