Hi to all my friends at "Healing Well". As you know--i post on a few forums...."Depression"..."Anxiety & Panic"...AND....."HEART.."--
OK--here i go. Tomorrow (Wed--Oct-10)- morning--me & my dear wife are flying out to S. Dakota for a two week stay! And, I'm a nervous wreck---my heart is "acting up"....all kinds of "irregular beats"...flip flops..."runs" of SVT (5 , 6 or 7 beats)----that strange NEW feeling i wrote about--like an "electric shock" in my heart!
Again---to all at HW--I DO have an EXCELLENT cardiologist---& I've had EVERY test there is:
1)--Event monitors (where these beats were 'captured"...dx--SVT.....'conduction delay)...& of course "mild Mitral valve prolapse".
2) STRESS EKG---w isoptope --EVERYTHING PEFECT THERE---i told the Dr--"My plumbing is fine.....i need an electrician!"
3) Echo cardio--normal size heart, valves & chambers...good "ejection fraction".
Anyway--i go twice/year--BP is fine--blood normal...
BUT--these darn ARRYTHMIAS...! Last few weeks...they're really acting up again! My cardio (both HERE...& when I was living out in Beverly Hills)---BOTH guys told me--"It's nothing serious!"....but--the "beats"...the "Runs"...the FEAR that they COME....OUT OF NOWHERE!
The THOUGHT of going to the airport--waiting in line.......getting the connecting flight in Minn/St. Paul--to Sioux Falls!
Then---being.."away"...(Tho i must ADMIT--i LIKE the ER in the small hospital in S. Dakota...when i went 3 yrs ago----NO WAIT----very friendly--NOT like big cities!)
So----my poor wife--i'm driving her crazy (she doesn't complain---but she deserves a nice vacation---has been working in hospital as supervisor for 39 years!)---------------OK---HOW do i cope with the FEAR? I told my wife...i wish i had the "EVENT MONITOR" on.............kinda a "security blanket"........
My wife says it's a combination of stress & "the time of year"...I DO seem to get these events...MORE at change of seasons...esp--autumn.----Right NOW--i just feel like laying in bed in my room--with "sports talk" radio..on.......so much.."security".
Soooo-- I NEED any help--ADVICE--words of support..I can get--i will be checking my e-mails today--AND AFTER I'M out there--i have ACCESS to a computer at a hotel...across the street!
Just HEARING from all of you helps----but--you do KNOW...the "feeling".........Of ALL things..my heart! I have IBS----OK--i take Librax..& immodium....the D---stops.....but this heart.......i have days......sometimes...WEEKS....it's OK---NO PROBLEM...then...TIMES LIKE NOW! OFF & On........Thanks--get back---& please ---i need your support & kind words......God bless--Robert.