Good Evening,
I understand your fear as you are worrying about your PVCs and your heart. I used to worry about some irregular beats I had, then I had a stress test and a few other tests which came back normal so I let go of the worry.
I know this is not easy but I hope in time you will be able to trust that your Dr. If you continue to worry about the whole in your heart I would kindly suggest making an appointment with a different Cardiologist for a second opinion.
I am posting you a link to another thread that was posted earlier this year that you may find interesting.
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=42&m=2069969
Hang in there and keep on talking with us here in the forum. WE are here to listen and support you in anyway we can.
Kindly,
Kitt