Cardiac Albalation

I am a 54yr old Male an for the last 10yrs I would get to feeling Like my heart was going to Stop beating an putting my finger on my neck it would beat 5times then stop an go again-In 2003 I went to the ER an was hooked up to a EKG an it Started beeping an they hit the reset button twice an it kept doing the same thing-Every Doctor an nurse rushed to my room gave me a shot in the stomach an hooked an IV to my Arm-it took over 2hrs for it to slow down-it felt like my head was going to Explode-They kept me 3 days did a stress test an Calf all was Neg-I kept going to the Hospital every year cause of Palpitations-Spending 1 to 2 days each time cause my EKG was not Normal-I been through CTA test an 3 calf's an they find nothing-Last Friday I went into A-fib again felt like I was going to Drop any second-sweating-light headed-I went to my A-fib Doctors office an told them to do a EKG which was not Normal an they stop my Coreg-put me on Blood Thinners-Dioxin-xarelto-I seen my a-fib Doctor on Tuesday since he was out of Town when I came in an he said this is the EKG I been waiting on an said Oh yes an smiling I am looking at him like I am glad your so happy as he looks at me an says sorry i am in the Moment cause this is what i been waiting for-now he is setting me up for a Abalation an says he will burn the bad part out so my blood flow wont go round an round an cause A-flutter-then I read what everyone writes on here an say it Hasn't worked for them an its got worse an now I dont know if I even want to have it Done