Griff,
I am so sorry to hear you are having so much difficulty and I hope you can soon get a Doctor that will be proactive and get the problems figured out.
You know we are here for you so hang in there and the holiday season can be stressful for many. I have cut way back on doing what people expect me to do and now I do what makes me happy.
The bakery sure does make nice cookie trays and I have time to just be with my family.
Hugs
Kitt