I am willing and happy to provide their names, but before I give "gifted" endorsement I would like to first have the surgery and then, when successful, I will "hail" them. I had my last test at the hospital yesterday. I chuckled as the radiologist, who had taken an extensive history, said to me at the conclusion, "wow, you sure regurg all over the place. We didn't learn anything new...just everything as you said was once again, confirmed." I think I have recently had 8 tests so far (maybe more :=} ) and all were what I had explained PRIOR to the test. One was different, but what I had told them, was confirmed in the test I had yesterday. A few weeks ago, I had a stomach emptying test. I explained that it was a moment in time; that much of the time food doesn't process quickly. I said that I can feel/taste, etc. (you all know what I mean :-{ ) That day, food passed reasonably well. However in yesterday's test my stomach and part of my esophagus contained a lot of food 15 hours after my last food consumption (it was a fasting test). I had only had a small amount of water and no water after 11 pm the night before. The test was at 10:30 am the next day.
I will report on my complex surgery (
open) when I have it. I meet next Friday with my surgeons and WE will make our decisions and schedule the operation. I will also report on the surgeons after they have performed skillfully. I am a retired therapist, college professor/clinical director. Last week my surgeon said he was impressed with my attitude and the way I had dealt with so much difficulty over the many years. I explained that "attitude" was "my business". He laughed and confirmed that it makes a huge difference in coping and with recovery. Of course, I knew this to be true and agreed with him. He then asked if he could hire me to work with some of his patients who were so emotionally distressed. I thanked him for his regard but declined, of course.
I do know that learning how to keep the experiences we have in life in healthy perspective makes a huge difference in our emotional quality of life. Being able to do this can impact our quality of life, physically, as well, and visa versa. I explained to him that I didn't come into this world to be defined by it, but instead, to transcend it. This was a useful perspective I often taught my patients as they were learning to make important course corrections in their lives. We can't always determine the things that happen in our lives (illness, death of loved ones, childhood abuse, loss of employment, etc.) but we can, when we learn how, as adults, to determine how we will respond. Often there is trial and error as we learn.
Moral of the story: Be vigilant in establishing your own knowledge base, do our own homework and check the facts, edit as new information is discovered, be curious (not fearful), and follow "your gut" even it it doesn't work right HAHAHA and we will find ways to make positive change.
Post Edited (my7pinecones) : 3/5/2010 2:52:19 PM (GMT-7)