Best wishes!! It is normal to be worried and afraid of going under surgery. You will be fine and all on this forum will support you by answering any of your questions you may have afterwards. I have found this forum so helpful when I just discovered this forum 7 or 8 days after my TIF Hiatal surgery in October. I do wish I would have discovered this forum before my surgery as I called the surgeons office with silly questions about
symptoms that was normal post op recovery.
Good luck.
Anne