hi jocaste,
i know how uncomfortable it is to feel constantly in pain or after having a meal waiting for the attack ..i believe this is whatbrings in the anxiety and panic attacks leading to depression.
colon irrigation is pretty safe and the good thing is that you can do it while still on your medications ...please try it you have nothing to lose(except a few dollars!!!!) but imagine having boundless energy ,pain free and eventually being able ot go off your drugs ..isnt that what we all want OUR life BACK???
So take courage i know different things work for diff.people but how will you know what works unless you try it?
cheers