So I'm in a lot of pain and confused due to the morphine, I don't react well to opiods and have trouble talking or making sense! When I first woke, I felt really sick but this wore off. Back in my room, I have some massage things applied to my legs to keep the circulation going. I'm struggling to turn at all due to the incision wounds, and the trapped gas they pumped in hurts so much. It also hurts to breathe. After a while I'm brought water with a straw to drink. I kinda wonder about
the straw but use it anyway as I can barely move! I drink very little but my throat is sore and I wish I could drink more. I had a hydration drip during and after the op but once the bag was used they removed it.
My husband comes to see me and I manage to get out of bed for a short time. He massages my neck and shoulders as the pain there is really bad, presumably the gas. I get tired and tell him to go home. I barely sleep that night, the hospital is too noisy and also I find I need to wee to least once an hour!
Day 2, I wake and just want out of the hospital. I get my things together and am horrified when I realise I can't put a bra on because it is going to rub on the higher incision. This is not good - I have big boobs! Not much I can do for now so I have to go au natrel....urgh! I get discharged with soluble paracetomol and dissolvable strips for sickness. The journey home isn't great, every little bump hurts. When I get home I sit on the sofa and recline a little. I don't do a lot for myself other than get up to go to the toilet. I mainly nap! However I do get my husband to walk down the road and back with me which takes around 10 mins, I only have water and apple juice on this day and barely any of those despite trying to keep hydrated. I just don't have space for anything. Luckily this also means I'm not hungry! When I go to bed I keep waking because of the incision pain. I fnd that its easier if when i turn to my side, theres a large fluffy pillow to prop myself up on. Also my legs feel horrible in the surgical stockings I've been told to wear day and night for 2 weeks
Day 3
Not slept much but realise everything feels a little better. Incision pain eased a little, doesn't hurt as much to breathe - well only when taking a deep breath. Gas seems to have almost dispersed but still my neck and shoulder feel achy and i keep needing somewhere to rest my head. Another day like yesterday but I don't nap as much. Can't concentrate on anything for long though! Today I drink an Actimel which is OK cos as it has bacterias in it, they eat the lactose of the yoghurt meaning it's ok for me to eat - I'm severely lactose intolerant and also vegetarian. It tastes sooooo good and because it has a thin texture, it goes down easily. I go for my usual walk but also go round the bock later on. My voice has been really thin and quiet since the op, i put it down to the sore throat I had when I woke, and although it seems to get slowly a little better, it's still really pathetic and doesn't always come out right! So annoying! I decide to wash my surgical stockings today, the instructions say a cold wash is fine but don't tumble dry. i cold wash them and pop them on the radiator for half an hour to dry. When i put them on again, my feet start getting cold. After a few hours of getting more stressed about
this, i ring the hospital who tell me I must have shrunk them and to take them off. I have to go back to the hospital for more and to check they had been sized correctly in the first place! This time they give me 3 pairs and tell me to keep them away from heat at all. Since the op, my tongue has been white and occasionally feels like it has a thick layer on it. This is nasty and I keep trying to brush my tongue but it makes no difference.
Day 4 and the first day I'm left alone in the house. I get up and have a shower, then have half a sachet of pureed fruit baby food. not much choice out there for the vegetarian lactose intolerant baby lol! I'd tried very small amounts of this yesterday without having any issues. I then walk down the road and catch a tram to the supermarket, where I find a soup that is almost suitable... it has onions in it but very little so I decide to try it anyway. Also get a jelly. Back home I'm feeling pleased with myself. I have a little Alpro Soya chocolate milk. Later I have a tiny amount of soup and its good! I have another walk to some nearby shops, what would usually take me 30 mins takes 50. I need to nap when I get home. When i wake I eat a little jelly. I can't finish it so I put it in the fridge. A little later, owwww! I get such a pain at the wrap site. Dunno if this is the jelly going through, or wind. I never really burped before the op so I;m not sure but it feels like wind. It hurts so bad, I have to get up and move around. I feel nauseous and have to have one of my anti nausea strips. It starts to subside a little after 15 mins but I don't feel it has gone totally for over an hour. I call the hospital for advice and they ask about
my bowel movements. I've only had the tiniest one the day before, didn't really count, so they say they think I am constipated and so the wind has nowhere to go! Will call my GP tomorrow to see what I can get to help.
Surgical stockings are really driving me crazy today. I email the surgeons secretary to ask her to find out how long the surgeon wants me to wear them. She comes back to say, when I'm at a normal level of activity. I think I am moving plenty so reply to say what I had been doing. She replies to say she'll speak with the surgeon tomorrow and get back to me. God, I wanna take these things off!
All pain levels seem better each day. Still got a white tongue though and the taste in my mouth isn't great. No more to eat after the gas incident but will have to try again tomorrow... I need to get something inside me to get energy!