Hi guys,
- Wow!! I can't believe you guys are awesome. I have an hour before I have to leave for work (I was actually thinking about going to the emergency room last night I had such a hard time) and then I remembered that there is nothing "immediate" for my pains so I just kept waking up and trying to go back to sleep or watching tv. I hate having to feel so bad and I have been working less which kills me because not only to I love to work and keep active but of course we all have our bills to pay. I am a CNA who does private homehealth care so I also have to pay my own health insurance which is not only expensive but I found out doesn't cover much which is why I'm considering switching if possible with pre-existing. I do have a boyfreind of 15 years but he isn't too supportive or emotional but he has diabetes and his own concerns (we had a fire recently and are in litigation with the insurance company), so I can understand although I really could use some support right now.
Denise, I had the same thing about my symptoms not being "real", I even work for a Doctor from a Chicago University that tells me there is ino such thing as acid reflux and that I need to learn to relax. Okay, that's why it feels as though someone spilled a bottle of shampoo in my mouth 24/7 and my stomach looks like Winnie The Pooh which Thank God I can hide but I just feel sooooo bloated!! Good for your Asthma doc for sticking up for you. I also had my gastro tell me it was not possible that 80mg of nexium was not working. He always looked so confused when I would tell him of the "clicking" sound when I swallow, the awful burning (even my tongue) , the sour taste, and the uncomfortableness when i swallow let alone the bloated deal. I was diagnosed (endoscopy) with gastritis, esophogitis, gerd, and hiatel hernia but that was 3 years ago. Lord knows what I have now and really don't want to know but with the sour taste I'm kinda losing my mind. I even had an ent look at me and when I opened my mouth the acid gurgled. I said "did you hear that?", and he said, "I heard it and see it", I was actually relieved that someone beleived me. The only tests I ever had were 2 endoscopys because after I talked to the surgeon and he was so negative, I didn't pursue much else. You said you were given results from your 2nd endosopy but what happened on your first? Thanks so much for your reply.
Barb, your not going to believe this but I was talking to a girl yesterday who told me she went to the emergency room 10 times in one month with very similiar symptoms and they ended up taking her gallbladdar out and she never had another problem. I am going to look into that depending on cost excetera. Obviously you have bloating problems also, does gasx help?? I think I'm going to try to get some todaY because that is another symptom that is really bothering me. I'm so happy you have a good gynecologist. I hear you about doctors, I deal with some and there are some good ones out there, but I have only met a few. I don't mean to sound negative about doctors but i have had a different story from each one. Example: One told me if the meds don't work in 2 weeks they never will. Another told me that it could take a year at 80mg to do any help. Another told me even if it doesn't "feel" like it's working it's still neutralizing the acid. anyhow, thanks so much for your reply.
Bill, I've been to Loyola also and one ent I had there transferred to Rush. I don't go to him anymore (currently seeing a doc from u of c) but would like to know who you see at Loyola? One of the surgeons I talked to there was from Alton, Illinois. I can't remember his name but if you named a few, I might remember. I'm so glad you are getting help there. Depending on cost, etc. I have to see what my options are. My best freind (she died in a car accident) use to be a radiologist there and another one my freinds mom worked in admin there for quite awhile and just retired so you are in the right place. Thanks so much for your reply.
Marie, Thanks so much for your prayers and well wishes. It sounds like you may well be on your way to some relief. I know surgery sounds like it has it's bad sides also but if it can help your symptoms and you weigh the pros and cons and pray on it..you will be fine. Postive attitude and faith have a lot to do with recovery that's what scares me. I am so helpful with others and positive (I have families thanking me all the time for the care I give their loved ones) but when it comes to helping myself I have to be "pushed". I feel awful because my 73 year old mother (she still works and is very youthful) is very concerned about me and I can't hide things from her. When she calls to see how i am, I cry and I know that makes her feel bad and I guess if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't go to the doc at all because of the bad past experience. Also, I'm the caregiver in my relationship and wont get much support from my boyfreind, and I don't want to worry my parents because I want to be the one looking out for them. I'm kinda the financial support in my relationship (my boyfreinds business has been very slow) and I guess I'm scared what will happen if i had to take off for any amount of time. Anyhow, I guess I really needed a shoulder today and I so appreciate your reply and everyone listening. Thank God for your lovely daughter, I'm so glad you have her to brighten up your day.
Again, thanks so much for your prompt reply guys. Boy could I use it. It helped me put a better outlook to my day. You'll probably hear me say "I was going to" alot. Like, I was going to go wait in line at a county hospital because I talked to a doctor I work for who knows I pay for a terrible insurance policy which I have to pay most things out of pocket and the doc I work for said that they have good docs at the county and I should see what they can do to help. Thing is, it seems that at least with some type of insurance I am able to get appointments. Some docs won't accept you if you don't have insurance. But it's like double paying. You pay for insurance that doesn't really pay much and then you still get the bills. I know I probably sound stupied but like I said, I'm much better at taking care of others than myself. Have a good day and thanks so much for listeining. - Tracy