Eye on the prize

I've heard part of it, but never all of it. Very inspiring.
Sleep well tonight.

Carpe nissen! )

Surgery morning: I'm not too scared. I am very sleepy because I stayed up till midnight and woke up at 3:30. I've got enough acid for 20 people and could throw up now. I've already had my morning diarrhea and my head/sinuses are killing me.

Nothing unusual about all the above however. I forget sometimes what the real reasons are that I'm having the surgery to start with. I don't know how I've stood all this for as long as I have. It's an awful way to live and hopefully at least part of it is going to be fixed.

Going out the door now and the main thing I'm worried about is having diarrhea while I'm under sedation or needing to go and can't get out of bed after surgery in time enough to get there. I have so much bile I have accidents and have had them ever since my GB surgery.

Gotta run. I can't believe I'd doing this.
I pray to God it works.

Rita, good luck, love! I know everything will go great, can't wait to hear from you again.

Thinking of you!
Ashley