Oh boy - give me patience!

It's gotten to a point where I just DREAD cloudy days because it makes gma so much more worse!  My family knows that when she has outbursts that it's not really HER talking but how come I feel so guilty - by guilty I mean having gma living here with us and putting my family thru the ringer?  I am adamant about not putting her in a home because she really is not that bad yet and I want her here with the ones she loves for as long as possible.  But her outbursts leave everyone reeling!  For instance, we were sitting down and watching a funny movie when all of a sudden she goes stomping off to her room.  I go in there to find out what was wrong and she thought everyone was laughing at her!  Everyone was asking what they did wrong and I have to keep reassuring them that it is not them. Also gma goes to bed early (6pm) and of course kids being kids, they will make noise.  They're really not that loud but gma will get up and slam her door repeatedly to get them to be quiet.  Ah it's nerve racking!

Lyn, I wasn't expecting a quick reply from you :) I know you and Cait's been ill. I hope things are getting better for you all there. My post was a bit of a rant because I was frustrated. I'm all better now :0D No, she's not on any medication but I was thinking of asking the doc for something soon. She has these bouts of depression too where she says she just wants to die and join gpa and just wants to give up. She goes in in 2 weeks for a skin biopsy - doc is thinking that a few spots on her face may be precancerous. So maybe I can ask him about it then.

Thanks Lyn and get better ya hear?! :)