Thank you so much Kitt. It would be wonderful if it disappeared overnight! The last time I had regained freedom from it's evil clutches that's exactly how I remember it happening, just poof one day it was gone and I got in the car and drove, by myself. And oh how I remember I never stayed home. I was always on the go go go. After being home bound for so long, I just loved the freedom. But, I was a lot younger than and I did not analyze everything the way I do now, Including the health thing.
Isn't it amazing how we scare ourselves into being afraid of just leaving the house? Basically that's what we do, we scare ourselves and give our own bodies an adrenalin rush lol. I have to laugh or I 'll cry lol. I guess, what I have kept through all of this, is my sense of humor. I laugh at myself all the time, especially with the ocd.
Thanks again so much! I remember how happy I was when I found this board. To know there is people out there who you can commincate with, who know exactly what you're going through. It does amaze me just how many people have a/p to the point of being agoraphobic. Growing up being the "weird" one and Dr.'s saying there is nothing wrong with you blah blah blah lol. This board does help tremendously!!
Have a great day!