Thanks everyone for your answers. I'm fairly sure I'm past anxiety and into depression. I got more bad news today about
my job and it seems like it may be eliminated a lot sooner than I thought. I had put in a transfer one week ago for another job and it seemed so perfect and hadn't heard from the HR person and called today when I got home only to find out the positions were filled. How can they not even call the people that put in for the transfers. I was really counting on one of those positions and there is nothing else available right now that I am qualified for. I am worried and sad and crying and just generally down. If I lose my job, I lose my health insurance and the ability to support myself or pay for my meds, etc. What am I gonna do?!