Nitro,
You only have a short time to go to get to the 3 month mark. Try to just be your usual self and keep posting, we will continue to support you.
Please don't be afraid, we are all right here.
HugsKitt
If it will make you feel better then do go to the clinic but be sure to drink a lot of water so your hydrated well and those vessels won't run and hide.
Kitt