Hi Yoyoma16!
Kitt gave you some great advice about the anxiety causing all kind of fears. It is something that makes us feel "crazy" but we are not. We are just normal people that happen to be extra sensitive and dealing with a very difficult disorder with the anxiety. I wish you the best and hope that you get better :)
Welcom Ama :)
HW is a great place to come to have a great peer support group for your anxiety :) Please read posts made by other members and you won't feel so alone :) Anxiety is something that everyone in the world experiences, and some of us go through it really hard because of many factors :)
I hope you both check out our free online therapy called MoodGYM, a CBT training. It will help get rid of those stinking Scary/Warpy Thoughts! Here is the link and nice to meet the both of you :)
http://moodgym.anu.edu.au/welcome