Relapse pneumonia and sinus infection

so my friends, yesterday the 14th of May was my 29th birthday. a time to celebrate? no. ive had relapse pneumonia, and also have a sinus infection from hell (woke at 3am choking on phlegm and blood) plus pharyngitis, laryngitis and bronchial spasms. THEN went to doc for follow up yesterday (my bday) to be told i must now use a puffer/ventolin as complications from the pneumonia have caused asthma.

I have bursitis in my right hip. ive had 4 days off work. i cant swallow solid foods. i dont have the energy to stand in the shower, so i have baths. i havent slept in nearly a week.

so im 29- what do i have to show for it? im sorry im so negative right now.

Maz XX

Sorry to hear your birthday was a sick day! Girl, you have more illnesses, and I guess the worst luck! But I do wish you a very Happy Belated Birthday!! Lets hope tomorrow is a better day.

Julie, Gail & Kitt,
i love you all! its 3am here in the land down under and yet again i woke, choking on phlegm and other rubbish from my sinuses and although my body is at breaking point and i am tired, i am not 'sleepy' if that makes sense. you know when you have a fever and chills and aches etc and you feel too sick to sleep? thats me. ive got a humidifier in here, been doing steam inhalations, getting used to my new puffer, but the fact remains the coughing spasms are bringing up blood and im already anaemic, i dont need this. i am constantly breathless. I cannot get comfy in bed and I am painfully exhausted.
I just want to cry

Maz XX- i have to believe better days are ahead

Thanks Frances- id be lying if i said the thought of turning 30 wasnt a little daunting! lol. i just hope and pray i am at least WELL enough to enjoy it. im so sick of being sick, im so tired of being tired.
Maz XX

Hi Maz

Hope you are feeling a bit better today and sorry to hear that you were ill on your birthday you seem to be having such bad luck with your health and I wish I could be off help. Take care of yourself Maz and my thoughts are with you, your a strong person and you will get through this and we are here to offer support.

Hugs

Ben

Thankyou Julie, i am in the land of the living, just still incredibly unwell and finding it hard to even get the strength to got on the board. thankyou so much for caring, you're a special lady. i see a ENT specialist soon and will talk options re more sinus surgery and repair of a botched tonsillectomy. I am simply overwhelmed by the state of my physical health- it just feels too hard.
peace, love and blessings always,
Maz XX

((((((maz)))))))))
im so sorry!!!!!!!!! happy belated birthday, i hope you're feeling better today. you really do have to believe that better days are ahead, and luckily for you they most definitely are! keep fighting darling and im praying for ya