That's it, im just convinced i am physically sick.
The freaking globus thing i have, yeah how can it be globus when i turn my head i can physically feel with my hand something popping out of place in my throat. It hurts so bad, i can't swallow, breathing is difficult. I order a time from a doc but because i am already labeled as nuts, they gave me a time 2 weeks away and told me to cope. I don't wanna go to the ER either, the nurses already sigh when they see me. Besides what the hell am i gonna tell them? "I think my throat is dislocated?"
Truth is i dont know what it is. Windpipe, muscle, nerve, artery? I am really afraid it is my artery that pops back and forth and is gonna break. Sounds insane i know, as far as i'v read (and i read the internet ALOT about
theese symptoms) i dont think anyone has popped their throat artery by just being, its all accidents and crap. But omg what on earth can it be =( I am so troubled. People tell me not to worry because there is nothing i can do anyway, but how to let go of constant pain and fear of death. I am only 23, why is this happening to me? :(
/end rant
