Hi all,
First post here so please bear with me. I have a lot of anxity over my health, mainly about my heart and heart rate. I don't know where it came from and all I can say is that is seemed to just hit me like a wave. I am paranoid about how fast my heart is beating, how hard it's beating, how good my blood pressure is, etc..
I know how variable your heart rate can be but I am feeling so anxious about mine. It seems like it never slows down even when I'm asleep (its fast when I wake up). My resting heart rate is up to 90-100 and I get out of breath doing the most simple things (eg. climbing stairs) and over the last day or two I feel that it's gotten even worse and I'm getting stabbing pains in my chest, my left arm feels so tense and my legs are tense aswell. I'm getting cramps in my calves and feet (left mostly) and tension everywhere. No matter how much I try to relax, I just can't slow my heart down and I'm scared it's going to suffer in some way. I know technically 90-100 is still within normal limits but there's something going on.
The other day I had some serious anxiety all day and my heart was about 90 all day, then in the evening it went up even more and was resting at around 100. This caused me to have several, quite sever panic attacks. After having the panic attacks my resting heart rate was up even more and was now around 110-120. I ended up going to hospital and they basically just sent me home but the weird thing is that when I got out and got back home, my heart rate was down to 65. I know it seems to obvious to someone reading this that I was just feeling better after going to hospital and getting sent out because there's nothing wrong with me, but I swear I didn't really feel any different when I came out.
Also, I was recently under general anesthesia for a minor operation (abscess) and its sedative effects didn't wear off for a couple of days. During those couple of days I noticed my heart rate was down again (70-80). I am so confused about why my heart rate is up because no matter how much I try and forget about it, it just won't slow down. I saw a cardiologist on the weekend and I have an echo tomorrow and a 24/hr monitor on Friday. He told me he doesn't think either will show anything and that I probably just have anxiety (after I told him I have anxiety, mind). He did a full blood count, thyroid and kidney function test and they're all fine except for a little anemia (Hb 11.3) which is actually an improvement (from 10.3).
To end: why won't my heart slow down, and what's making it go up?
I can't take my mind off it, it's driving me crazy. No matter what I do or how much I try and forget about my heart, I can feel it. I'm thinking about it 24/7 and I can't take my mind off it for a second. When I wake up in the morning, it's like my brain has already prepared my first thoughts of the day before I wake up. When I wake up, I don't just decide "Hmm, let's check my pulse", I'm already checking it before I realise what I'm doing!
Thanks,
George.