Kiraz, Your physciatrist is the best person to help decided if this is post traumatic stress disorder.
Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is a type of anxiety disorder that's triggered by a traumatic event. You can develop post-traumatic stress disorder when you experience or witness an event that causes intense fear, helplessness or horror.
Many people who are involved in traumatic events have a brief period of difficulty adjusting and coping. But with time and healthy coping methods, such traumatic reactions usually get better. In some cases, though, the symptoms can get worse or last for months or even years. Sometimes they may completely disrupt your life. In these cases, you may have post-traumatic stress disorder
Post-traumatic stress disorder symptoms are commonly grouped into three types: intrusive memories, avoidance and numbing, and increased anxiety or emotional arousal (hyperarousal).
reference: Mayo Clinic Symptoms of intrusive memories may include:
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* Flashbacks, or reliving the traumatic event for minutes or even days at a time
* Upsetting dreams about
the traumatic event
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Symptoms of avoidance and emotional numbing may include:
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* Trying to avoid thinking or talking about
the traumatic event
* Feeling emotionally numb
* Avoiding activities you once enjoyed
* Hopelessness about
the future
* Memory problems
* Trouble concentrating
* Difficulty maintaining close relationships
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You talk of having friends and you feel anxious, you have a dx of Bipolar whether or not you have PTSD I do not know but a good talk with your Doctor should help you sort it out.
Take care,
Kitt