thank you so much Scaredy Cat, i have saved the links and i am surely going to use them.
i am currently seeing a psychiatrist and he has given me meds and told me about
CBT and i think i am going to do it because i honestly do not want to depend on the meds.
i am a very optimistic person and always see the good things out of every bad situation.
I have been to the doctor to make sure nothing is wrong healthwise. i have become some sort of a health freak. :P
to tell you the truth, i have been hospitalized three times because of my anxiety/chest pain
and they have done all these type of tests, including EKGs and blood work to check my heart and every time they checked my BP, it was pretty high. but nothing was wrong with my heart, thank God.
i am currently taking 20mg of Paxil, 20mg of Propranolol and .5mg of Clonazepam
even though i am scared because i am not the type of person that has taken medicine and i am afraid of overdose or something, even though my psychiatrist prescribed these meds.
i have grown this fear of heart attacks.