Good Morning Gene,
I just read your latest post and I think you have identified many triggers that set off your anxiety; work, GERD, anticipating bad outcomes, worrying about your health and afraid to visit hospitals. You have many of the same problems as our members so know you have come to a great forum.
A couple of homespun remedies--Exercise. Exercise is one of the best ways to deal with anxiety. Meditation--I've noticed that my anxiety is at least temporarily soothed by meditation. Sitting in a quiet, nonthreatening place, listening to your own deep breathing or a phrase that soothes you. I say, " I am OK."
Give these suggestions a try. Sending prayers and good vibes your way.
Kindly,
Kitt