Im trying to figure out what is going on with me, beginning of July I was under extreme stress, me and the wife argue a lot, we had to move around that time to a new place and it was hell within itself. Also we were having many deaths in the family. So I was already stressed out, to the point I went out my relationship, for like 15 secs realizing what the hell I was doing then I stopped. That was like july 3rd. July 4th is when anxiety came back, (last year was something I was going through when my wife cheated on me a year ago when I first had anxiety probs) after I got **** *** I was worried the chick gave me chlamydia but the test came out negative but still,my mind was messed up. I was so nervous I even took a hiv test a couple days later, that came back negative, thank God. I was already stressed out at the fact my wife cheated on me a year earlier so I have been coping with that already. I was angry mad and always upset. We patched things up now tho,still have a lot of moments when we fight, she is a hard person to deal with and that frustrating alone. Im pointing this out to as how deep it is. Late july I started feeling like I had to poop a lot, I was extremely gassy, I would feel something in the middle of my chest,they either say its heart burn or the acid going up. Soon as I eat, my stomach rumbles. That month took a huge toll on me. My stools was soft brown,seems when I was eating, I would poop hours later or so, almost whole august I been going through this every other day, seems like i lost a bit of weight also, I know when I eat, immediately I feel the bubbles in my stomach I would get a loss of appetite at times. .I was pooping like 3 to 4 times every other day. Like 4 days ago, I had diarreah, 1 time tho. I was like ok, my nerves is getting to bad. I went to the doc, she gave me some pills and had me drink some pink stuff, ever since then I been kind of better, not pooping every day. Seems like I can hold food, I have calmed down a lot and been taking breaks. I havent been pooping a lot like i was, but when I do, its like a dark brown,or green, hard to tell. The pills she gave me are called LANSOPRAZOLE 30mg. Can anyone give me some info on what is going on? Anyone experienced the same thing? Im trying to find out the damage of what anxiety can do. I thought smoking would do me good but that made it worse, it was torture. I have fear that something may be wrong with me. My father died of cancer in the stomach, I just heard my uncle just died from it, so I have double fears of a std and cancer.
So I pooped today, its not like how it was, I have been trying to calm down, its still green, I can see a little bit of salad and stuff I ate yesterday. But most definitely the runs stopped, seems like my appetite is trying to pick back up, havent quite figured it out yet. I am eating healthier like yogurt and greens. Im trying to gain some direction of what can be, I never been through this before and it scares me to death.
If anyone can help with any info, i would definitely be appreciative. Right now I really have no support so this is tough for me.
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