Good Morning,
I have read some of your posts in the Depression Forum and I am sorry you are having a tough time.
I know you have been having issues with tachycardia, meds etc and I suspect you are right, counseling is a wise choice for you. I hope you can find a therapist that will help you deal with your issues.
Big breath and know we are here to support you and we know what your going through.
Gentle Hugs,
Kitt