I'm having a terrible struggle with dizziness....giddiness...lightheadedness (whatever it is) and tingling/numbness patches on my left forearm, left shin and around my mouth - sometimes on the left side of my scalp. I've been trying to recover from severe anxiety - panic attacks and depression......know all about correct breathing etc - but I just can't shake the fear that I'm a) going to black out and die or b) that I have some as yet undaignosed neurological disorder (that will ultimately kill me).
I've become severely agoraphobic - leaving the chair by my laptop to go to the toilet is terrifying I haven't been able to stay at home alone (had to have a psych nurse round one day and went to respite care last week and that was freaken scary) through fear something is going to happen and our 5yr old son will be left to grow up without his Mum.
Trying to stop the thoughts, challenge them etc - its all too hard......constantly giddy and terrified that 'this time' is it and I'm on my way out