Posted 7/11/2012 2:47 AM (GMT 0)
yes- this sucks. I need my rest more then anything and I jerk awake like I feel like I'm falling, heart pounding and then those stinkin thoughts start running thru my mind. I worry about EVERYTHING, whether it's about one of my children being at crossroads, one making poor decisions, one just plain struggling and what if my elderly mom dies 1200 miles away and work worries, financial worries and on and on and on....
I try to tell myself that worrying doesn't change anything, that most fears never come to pass, that night time is not the time to think about these things, I shake my head and pretend it's an etch a sketch to erase the thoughts and sometimes I just get out of the bed and go sit in my chair for awhile and the change of location seems to help.