I haven't posted in a long time however I do read other peoples post sometimes for comfort. But I guess I'm having a hard time and need to get it out. I'm on disability and can't do much so sometimes I feel stir crazy and bored. My mind races and I get things stuck up there that I don;t want up there. It causes me anxiety and some depression because I feel like I loosing it. I talk to my husband and friends and it does make me feel a bit better. When it gets real bad I take clonazepam which helps a bit but when it wears off i'm out of control. I try distracting myself here and there but there are so many hours in the day that I can't seem to fill all with keeping busy. I know I need to get out and do something like walk but when you don;t have the energy and are in constant pain going for a walk is not very appealing. Anyway thanks for letting me vent.