panic/anxiety still here

Hi everyone.  Hope the holiday was good.  My anxiety and panic attacks stayed with me for the holidays and after.  I am struggling everyday, expecually in the mornings.  I wake up and like wait for the anxious feeling.  I feel like I just want to be normal again, whatever normal ever was.  I keep asking myself, why did the paxil cr stop working...why am I feeling like this...am I really sick or anxiety.

I think I have decided to enroll in IOP, Intensive Outpatient Therapy.  It is minimum three days a week from 9:30-1.  I have to do something to help myself.  I will still see the therapist I started with 2 weeks ago.  Has anyone tried therapy?

Thanks for listening.  I am so depressed over this panic return.  It is affecting my work, homelife. etc....

Thank you. Just trying to find something that works. I am panicky all the time. My husband does not get it and I feel like a loser being so dependent on him. Best wishes for you in the New Year also