Thanks scaredy Cat!! the problem i am having is believing the doctors when they say it is just globus hystericus as it has been 2 months with what feels like absolutely no relief from this issue and when i am getting relief for example when i wake or lie down i can still fee a small sensation of something in the lingual tonsil area. I really trully believe this is not anxiety and all though we have a world class public health system here in Australia i feel i am being hit around like a ping pong ball because of the stupid protocall that the doctors have to follow.
What happened to no case is the same and everyone is different i am having trouble getting through to these doctors and when i do basically demand a test they print off the referal with a roll of the eyes.
I know it is easy to worry yourself sick with anxiety and i am not deniying that i am incredibly anxious over the situation i am in but who wouldnt be.
But i cant help fear that if this is something serious like the big C that these doctors are wasting valuable time following protocall i know it sounds like im having a rant but i dont want to become a statistic i still have so much to teach my kids and enjoy watching them grow up and get old with my partner.
I suppose what i am saying is that every day is a struggle to go to work to keep going when you feel like you are in limbo and you generally feel unwell and i feel the lump is at the back of my tongue not the traditional muscle spasm that most have when having this medical condition wich i know is another symptom of this condition not believing the diagnosis.
Would something have popped its head out by now Ultrasounds CT scans blood tests ect they did find a few lymph glands on the right prosterior triangle of my neck coincidentaly where i am feeling stiffness and on the same side my what feels to be lingual tonsils are giving a wierd sensationand they said that they where unlikely to be of any patheological significance very reassuring!!! We also lost my dad at the age of 49 to suicide in january 2012 and alltough it has been a hard year emotionaly i dont doubt that there may be a little depression but i feel i am on top of it at the moment.
I know this could and probably is very well caused by and symptoms of a very stressful and anxious 2 months and its horrible for me and my family any advise would be great or previous experience.
Thanks heaps guys
Post Edited (nickv) : 1/24/2013 3:49:51 PM (GMT-7)