hey y'all i did it!!!!!now what?

hey y'all icgirlhere. just wanted to let those of ya know I DID IT!!!!! I went aalthough forcibly so to my singing today and I nailed it!,,, didn't. Know what I would do at first. Woke up at 4am and had enough pain and anxiety to permanently give myself permission to do anything but anything. I ghosted around the house for 4 hours waiting for my 7 yr.old to stir.being as when I woke up at 4 initially she was up! I mean wide awake big smile trying to watch TV and play that mad bird game! I was like no no no ! Go back to sleep you crazy kid.so she did. I didn't. The EB left huge bunny foot prints on my floor and lettuce everywhere. I think I accidentally used permanent ink to trace em out of my husband's big honkin size 13's.ooopsy. anyway I pushed. I talked repeatedly to myself saying you can do it you can do it .I did.I'm so glad I had you're alls encouragement! I thought on all of our conversations this week thought @ Scared,Kitty, AF well everyone. prayed for myself all of you and did what I had ta do. Thank y'all so much! U all are tres magnific! Only problem? They wanted me to do another one at 3 . I decided that was enough for now but I'm still glad I went. A million and one big ol thanks again y'all! Only question. I kinda fibbed a little to get out of that second singing. I feel baaaad! Ya ain't supposed ta lie in church y'all! I said I had something else I had ta do. should I feel bad? I actually do have something else planned but I could have went. What say you friends? Ic.

Hey kitt! Thanks far getting back! U and scaredy are awesome! And heck yeah that bunny is a big ol boy lemme tell ya! 6'4 and 189 lbs a bunny.yes madam I am certainly glad that ya used the word gracious. At first I was feelin some pressure ta just give in but, I stood my ground and that thing I had to do I've done now.so,I cannot tell a lie so said George Washington or Abe Lincoln? well one of them there guys that started sentences out with really profound sayins. any who thank you for all of you're wonderful support and encouragement again. I can't say it enough. Its been such a comfort to this hillbilly ky gal.I hope you're day has been a blessed one as you are absolutely so deserving of it! Bunny hugs riight back at cha. (Thought I'd throw in a little accent fer ya)and lots a well wishes today.

Great job!!!

I am glad that it went well, and that you proved to yourself that you are stronger than you thought.;)

I hope that you spent the rest of the afternoon relaxing and enjoying time with your family.

Sounds like you made Easter really fun for kids with the footprints!

Again, good job on doing what you set out to do!

Talk to you soon.

S.C.