I was feeling anxious this morning and I thought of all of you and how horrible that feeling is. I've been doing much better here lately. A couple of months ago my anxiety was peaking and I could not stand the constant fear of having another panic attack so I finally went to see my doc about it and he put me on celexa. I've been to a different doctor years ago who put me threw 3 or 4 different anti anxiety/depression meds that either made me feel worst or had weird side affects, only to have my doc tell me in the end there was nothing more she could do for me. I feel so much better with this med though! I've had a rough couple months with my grandma and my mother in law passing and my fiancé finding out he has a serious medical condition but I've been strong and even these horrible things only triggered minor anxiety for me. I've been able to pick up crafting again and even started my own online store to sell what I make! I don't feel any different but I can tell i'm more productive , i'm better with the kids, I'm not so quick to get angry or worried. I feel happy! I just wanted to Thank all of you. I was more the silent reader of all your stories but you really helped me when I was feeling horrible.