Feeling Anxious

On a bus with my mother to go to a game place&out of no where here Iam feeln anxious,and I just hate it because I want to have a good night and chill but here come this stupid anxiety. Forgot my meds in other purse do I ask my mother for a,benadryl and she ask whats wrong now,Iam tired of her acting this way&I just wish she would stop acting like that. She shouldn't act like that I don't care how hard it has got before,she shouldn't act like that at all&it's hurtful sometimes I just wish she could walk a day in my shoes.

I have the same problem with my mom. It seems most everything she says to me seems to bother me. I won't go into all of it. I am trying to not let it upset me, good or bad she is who she is. I would never tell her about any of this or expect her to understand. No one can upset me like my family. Luckily for me I do have sisters who do understand and are very helpful. Soul I would never leave the house without my xanax it would be like jumping out of a plane without a parachute. I left the house the other day and realized I didnt have it and turned right around.
Ed

Yeah first time is right, people think we can deal with anxiety in an instant. They have thoughts about us and look on their faces on how weak we can be by not being able to solve our own problems. My brother even said he'll never be in my situation and if he'll ever get to experience a panic attack, he'll be able to deal with it in a day. They just always give me "Stop thinking about it!" reply. They don't even seem to listen when I'm explaining some weird things happening to me like they don't care at all, like "it's all in your mind." My bodily sensations are real and I just wanted to share how I feel, how I felt alone with this thing before. Glad I found this site. Makes me feel I'm not alone. Helps a lot to my recovery.

But I can't blame them or wish them to feel miserable too. It's true, the only people who can understand us are mostly those who also have anxiety.

Larry I understand you&Iam grateful for you&healing well&If it wasn't for healing well,I don't know where I would be right now and yes I have been having more great days then bad. And Iam thankful to be able to talk to God more now these days,and thats what I did and went right to sleep on bus I will overcome this. I have to there are no ifs about it will overcome this and not have to take these meds all my life,I got other things to think about&no longer care what mother think. And will ignore her careless feelings now she just got like this,it's a shame how some ppl let ppl on the outside looking in get into their heads.