One year and 3 months ago , I was a healthy normal person ,,,, my life has taken a turn for the worst excuse me but I F#%%%%G hate anxiety it has ruined my life ..... I can't taupe another day of not feeling normal , the 24/7 chest pain , headaches , nerve jumping , feeling like I can't breathe , feeling like every day is my last , going to every doctor and er and having loads of test done , blood work , and then after all that still feel like a piece of crap , my thoughts and mind racing ,the bad dreams , the outer body experience , its hell on earth , I'm dealing with enough , my 13 yr old was dx with leukemia back in May and my anxiety tripled , that's enough to deal with , a least if your dx with something you can go get tarted with anxiety it's a non stop cure search , I have been to therapy , group and one on one , now doing one on one again with a psych doc , tired meds , don't like then , tired natural stuff , read books , yoga , etc , change diet , breathing tech , and still the same bull ..... I don't care anymore whatever happens , happens , I'm sick of it , somedays I too tired to get out of bed , its horrible .... Anxiety is a coward I wish I could blow it out my system .... I really just give up , this battle is not a battle cause you get no where , I'm worst then I was when this first started , anxiety , anxiety , anxiety , ,.. Like this really tears your body up .... For those of you that know my story , know all the medical hell that I been through with this health anxiety. It's a living nightmare no one should ever have to deal with this , ugly ugly thing , God Bless us all
